Was listening to a lot of Killing Joke...then finished the song out with a riff that was based on some noises my kid was making.
It's about growing up and old...seeing how people deal with that and how weird it is.
"These songs are meant to go on a mixtape for the neglected fan club members, but man, time is scarce!"
lyrics
I think I'd miss
when the world was still small
Guess thats cuz
I haven't done anything
that reprehensible
just stroll into town
fuck it up and run
Like in all the tales
or at least the movies
No one to remember
No one to condemn
No one to reconnect with
After we've grown
Grown up or
Grown out of
Lived lifetimes
or not
No reputations
to proceed us
No repercussions
to weigh us down
The grass is always greener on the other side,
right?
Can't have it both ways
Don't want it either
Romanticize
Some Pile of shit
Go build what you need
and hope it's what you want
Or just binge watch the past
Over and over and over and over
Because who knows
The future might blow
And we just can't take that chance.
credits
from Mix Tape//Demos,
released July 20, 2019
Again, recorded on a phone and mixed in a program. 2019.
Chris Corsano, David Maranha, Richard Youngs showcase their potent improvisational energy across 40 minutes of lush, meditative free jazz. Bandcamp New & Notable May 12, 2021
Chicago teen trio Lifeguard make their Matador debut with a composite of two EPs, including last year's great "Crowd Can Talk." Bandcamp New & Notable May 18, 2023
Coordinated Suicides make noise rock that melds burly, roiling dirges with the harsh and haunting textures of shoegaze and black metal. Bandcamp New & Notable Sep 27, 2022